Even though I try to understand what they’re doing, still I can’t find it enough to stop me from thinking if I still want my job. I may be a newbie to where I am but that’s not enough to say that I am that “easy” to believe every words that they say. It may sound a little harsh to say that they’re “users” but honestly speaking, it’s true.
When they started the business, I was in awe that I became one of the first few who witnessed the inauguration. Now I can see the growth in the company but never did I expect that it would be so hard to stay on their line.
I don’t want to trust anyone in there. Some are my friends but it’s not easy to be in front of them and say something without getting a hit from it. They all have long senses and that where you want to put your head on.
It’s a dirty business. All lies ahead. It’s a good business. They have good market and they have hardworking people. On the other hand, they also have rule-breaking shits. That, I cannot stand. I am under those who do it for the love of money. And they’re putting their own graves deeper.
Sometimes I think, do I still want my job? Yes it’s just less than 30 minutes away from our home, free from traffic and hard-to-get-on-a-transpo thing, but it annoys me when you work with people you don’t like.
If I quit, that would make me jobless in weeks (slash months maybe), work with more traffic who would be with me forever, less sleep from going home late and waking up earlier, a lot.
But on the other note, it’s not the job that I wanted and would make me, happy. :|
