29 January 2011

I was in a good mood when I saw it unexpectedly. Comments are in a rush and I can’t seem to put myself on it all because I wasn’t there. It’s fine ‘coz it’s not only ME who ditched the “get-together” thing. Well actually, I didn’t ditch, I was in a company party by then. *definitely not my excuse* I went over it and forgotten what happen. A few weeks after, I was in a total shock when I saw the site. My mood went absolutely blank and couldn’t even express myself online. We call ourselves a word that you wouldn’t want to be called. And now, I’m starting to forget about it */-slash, them*

If you happen to saw me just a few days ago, you’ll know what I’m referring to. I’m busy, yes, but I try to keep up thru PMs (or even online) just for the means of communicating with my friends. And even if I can’t come on the date given, I’ll stay put on my time, and try to make it to the next date.

I would’ve appreciated it even if you remembered me. Even if I couldn’t, I’ll give my effort to inform my reasons. Now, I’m sad that you’re keeping me out of place. I’m not jealous. It just so happened real quick, and now, I couldn’t ride the thrill.

So sorry that I’m being emotional right now. I’m just really upset with what’s happening with my friendship circle.