08 October 2007

Near to death ->

Semestral break is fast approaching and I can say that I'm excited to be back in bed but I can't say that I will be happy. Before everything takes place on the right time, I would have to suffer first the very intimidating conquest of our professors - the giving of our class cards. It might be easier for the others to get their grades without tears but for me, I might hug my pillows tight on the following nights. Yah, I have to guts to have good grades, everybody does, but this time, I've been really hard-headed with the tune of "may bukas pa" or "bahala na".

I study for what I beleive I should. I grab my books only if I want to. I review my lessons only if I feel lost in my seatmates conversations. I get tired if I'm sleepy. And I just get up early in the morning for quizzes slash exams. Ugh, *poor me.

So how do I make some of my subjects with good grades. I listen very well, but I don't participate. To all those who know, I am also a locquacious young lass. If the topic is interesting, then I slap my face back to my paper and pen and listen. Confusing isn't it. I aslo get surprised if I don't study but the results are high, and freak out if I study and get low scores. Well, that's how knowledge really works.

So, tomorrow is our finals in our Speech Communication class. I'm the wardrobe custodian; I play an "extra" person in the diner setting with Laisa; and I still don't have something to wear that will look like the 60's code, plus, accessories for the casts. *guusshh* For Tuesday, I have final examination in Philippine Literature and I thank God for cancelling it last Friday. Not to mention another play for Retorika... uhm, I play the role of Alkalde and I just want to wish to all the stars to make the words stay on my mind up to Wednesday, please:)

Now I have to finish this post and get me back to work. :P