You know how much I’ve been waiting for Paramore to come here. And it’s not as bad as “waiting for the rain to fall down in the middle of a drought”. I saved the most important thing for them. I never thought that I, the most impulsive person on Earth, actually never wasted money on something I don’t need. They are the only artists I’ve waited to finally spend my savings. I didn’t watch Rihanna, Pussycat Dolls, even Katy Perry live because I don’t want to arrive to the point wherein Paramore will be here and I don’t have any cent to buy the ticket. You know how much I love Katy Perry but I ditched her show without regrets because I know there is more to that show (if you know what I mean).
My family is not allowing me to watch the Paramore Concert here in Manila. I don’t want to decide too quickly but for sure, I will be down in dumps. The money that I’ll be spending will come from my allowance (which came from my parents). I never spend any of it to unnecessary stuffs that causes impulsiveness. I have loads of stuffs that I wanted to buy but I never did and whenever they are asking me if I have money, I always said none. How come they’re not allowing if I know that I can keep up with all the people who will be there, even if I’ll be alone? I guess they’re just curious ‘bout how the crowd will be, but hell, I’m not a kid anymore.
They are not tolerating my interest for they will never understand how it feels to be there, seeing your favorite band play live, and hearing their music. They will never comprehend what you feel for they are not as fascinated as you.
But I do understand them. It will only take them less than 3 hours to play and it is too much to spend 4K. However, it means so much to me ‘coz there is no assurance that they’ll come back here in Manila and play again (not unless I’ll get filthy rich and go to Nashville to see them!). That is what I think – put up the chance that I have and grab the opportunity for happiness and pleasure.
I’m having a hard time deciding if I’ll watch or not. Lots of people will be able to see them, post pictures and videos online and then I’ll be at home, waiting for some articles ‘bout the concert which is really depressing. But here’s the thing, if I’ll go to the concert without them knowing it, I’ll be on cloud 9. But if they find out, dad will scold me and I don’t want him to hate what I’ll do. Plus, he’ll become strict and most of all, he will not trust me again.
I have 66 days left to decide. I’m just hoping that I’ll still be able to avail a ticket by then. Help me decide please?