I am pretending that I’m completely ok. I have something in my mind but I couldn’t share it. Not because I’m ashamed but because I don’t want other people to think negatively. We’re still not sure about the “little secret” so I am carefully thinking of the possible ways to know the “mysterious answer”. I don’t want to ask because it might hurt and at the same time I don’t want to be unhelpful. Time will come and I swear things will change as soon as our suspicion is correct… and I’m hoping that it won’t. xxx